only you

you're perfect.
I loved it wrong because it's perfection?
I'm just a coward, dared to love only unilaterally, hoping to love this time.
but your eyes as if to give new hope, every step and the behavior that you show me it is a definite answer yet. when you try to ignore me, I'm sad, but not for now.
why do you always have to be first, and I? I can only be behind you and try to catch asamu uncertain, expect to be your happiness.
when I realized, now I am not worthy beside you, I just admire your perfection.

because you ...

Right now I can accept it all, I'm willing to see him happy, my friend who had been believed.
Sad to see him, I was sad, but I'm trying to brave in my life.
I have my own way, although I have not found at this time.
He was silent when we see each other's eyes, made ​​me take it hurt because hates.
He smiled when in front of people, and it's getting me hurt with his lies.
Currently he is only able to hide his feelings alone.
Throw away our memories over the years.
And he was able to make me fell down in a cage that is difficult for my release.
But, I always wish there was a way out between our problem.
I miss my dear friend, who lost everything to me it is worth it.
Pain when the feeling, but I was only able to cover all the pain.
Until now, a person can sustain me from behind and made ​​up of all this.

thank's to ALLAH.

terimakasih buat ALLAH.
kau telah memberikan semua .
kesedihan, kebahagiaan, serta keinginanku.
walau aku tahu itu tak lebih dari cukup.
tapi yang ku butuhkan saat ini, kesucian hati yang tulus.
kepedulian seseorang terhadap ku , apa kau bisa mendengar jeritan hatiku saat aku membutuhkanmu ?
memberikan arti kasihmu terhadapku .
aku tahu mungkin harapan ku sia-sia, tapi aku tak peduli.
aku tau kau akan memberitahuku suatu saat nanti, dan bukan saat ini.
dengan caramu sendiri.

This loving feeling

you know what love is?
What do you know your partner's sincerity?
I always think to find out, look for the entrance slit.
a drop of morning dew soaks my hair, telling the way of my life, made ​​me answer all the questions I ask myself.
I understand what love is, love is a sincerity, love do not see anything, as difficult as any trial that occurred, that love will continue to defend it.
but I'm confused with sincerity, because each person is different, everyone has their own way, can see the 'good' and 'bad' partner.
I was trying to understand the sincerity of people who I love,
if he loves me?
whether he is willing to sacrifice herself for me, including death for me, maybe?
I know it's overkill but I need them all,
more than mere affection.
Because I sure love the pure of heart is Certainly there.
although deep in my heart, I'm sure one day I'll find my way
who had been looking for ..

trying to understand this self

I always think, is it appropriate for me to be in this position today.
I confuse myself as a selfish, to make someone hurt.
sorry if I hurt you this time, make you like this, away from you without cause.
but I have always been difficult to mngucap said sorry, because I was really selfish.
but I want to change not just for you, but for myself, so that no one else was hurt, nothing else is disappointed over the words that I utter.
because once again sorry to embarrass you, make you more and more burdened by my attitude, I just wanted to get my rights, being someone who can be proud of, could have lot of people that love to me, though in a way that is selfish, and self-serving