Tentang dia ..

Kadang kenyataan itu cukup rumit untuk dibaca. Entah kenapa, aku selalu bingung buat nyimpulin sesuatu.

Contoh paling nyata buat aku adalah, kadang aku nggak sengaja ngeliat dia lagi liat aku. Kalau memang kita lagi suka sama cowok, pasti sulit untuk nggak keGRan kan kalau nangkep hal yang kayak gitu ? Dia nggak mungkin suka aku. Terlalu banyak yang lebih baik yang bikin aku nggak terlihat buat dia.' Dan aku nggak tau gimana harus nyimpulin kenyataan itu. Soalnya, apa yang kita pikirkan itu kadang nggak sejalan sama kenyataan.

Soalnya.....
Aku sering ngeliat dia ngedeketin, atau cuma sekedar ngobrol, atau juga ngegodain cewek-cewek yang suka sama dia. Sering banget. Dan.....apa ya? Aku sedikit iri, soalnya aku nggak pernah kayak gituuuuu :( Cewek-cewek yang naksir sama dia tuh rata-rata sering ngobrol sama dia. Atau dia nyapa cewek-cewek itu. Atau juga cewek2 itu yang nyapa dia. Tapi kenapa aku enggak? What the hell am I supposed to do? :(

Mungkin tuhan punya rencana lain sama semua ini, keep the spirit and try to aja sih :D
Bismillahirrahmannirrahim .

this is 24 color

only you

you're perfect.
I loved it wrong because it's perfection?
I'm just a coward, dared to love only unilaterally, hoping to love this time.
but your eyes as if to give new hope, every step and the behavior that you show me it is a definite answer yet. when you try to ignore me, I'm sad, but not for now.
why do you always have to be first, and I? I can only be behind you and try to catch asamu uncertain, expect to be your happiness.
when I realized, now I am not worthy beside you, I just admire your perfection.

because you ...

Right now I can accept it all, I'm willing to see him happy, my friend who had been believed.
Sad to see him, I was sad, but I'm trying to brave in my life.
I have my own way, although I have not found at this time.
He was silent when we see each other's eyes, made ​​me take it hurt because hates.
He smiled when in front of people, and it's getting me hurt with his lies.
Currently he is only able to hide his feelings alone.
Throw away our memories over the years.
And he was able to make me fell down in a cage that is difficult for my release.
But, I always wish there was a way out between our problem.
I miss my dear friend, who lost everything to me it is worth it.
Pain when the feeling, but I was only able to cover all the pain.
Until now, a person can sustain me from behind and made ​​up of all this.

thank's to ALLAH.

terimakasih buat ALLAH.
kau telah memberikan semua .
kesedihan, kebahagiaan, serta keinginanku.
walau aku tahu itu tak lebih dari cukup.
tapi yang ku butuhkan saat ini, kesucian hati yang tulus.
kepedulian seseorang terhadap ku , apa kau bisa mendengar jeritan hatiku saat aku membutuhkanmu ?
memberikan arti kasihmu terhadapku .
aku tahu mungkin harapan ku sia-sia, tapi aku tak peduli.
aku tau kau akan memberitahuku suatu saat nanti, dan bukan saat ini.
dengan caramu sendiri.